But don't tell yourself that it's too late @Lucy. Be in control. Do what needs to be done to put all this in a context that's reasonable. Then you don't have to be afraid of it. It's the same as being prepared, only you're prepared to be Lucy.
Really, @Lucy?!?! I could ask that or start asking myself, 'Where in The World is Lee Jordan?' or 'Where in The World are Zack and Ivy?' I mean no one knows where everybody us at.