[Chat Log] March 1, 2019

[Invader]

(Things are better, but I keep tripping over some things, and just mad/sad/confused about it)

 

[Invader]

(I kinda wish tramua and a manual to it)

 

[Claire Yeon]

Trauma is a bit like cancer, that way. People think that's because it's referred to by that one label that it's all cut-and-dry with mostly similar properties, with one cure that will fix everyone who's going through it. They don't realize that it actually refers to a broad spectrum of ever-shifting sands, that can give way the moment you think you have your footing. And while it's true that some types share similar traits, every case is unique to the person and circumstances under which it took hold.))

 

[Invader]

(I am at the stage of being over the worst of it, but still somewhat second guessing)

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

... pardon my german but that is fucking brilliant @Claire Yeon

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

screenshotting that

 

[Invader]

(I had a lot of surgery dreams for a year, like having my own heart opened, up and this black stuff come out, and being in what I call healing rooms.)

 

[Invader]

(Healing rooms have darkish blue walls, with windows , only it is pitch black outside but I am calm in them and sleep a lot.)

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

the healing rooms sound peaceful and wonderful @Invader

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

they kind of sound like a meditation room the hospital my mom went to had

 

[Invader]

(I wrote a fan fic about one, if you would like a link)

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

as fate would have it, i actually ran across this site for the first time sitting in the waiting area where that meditation room was (is)