[Chat Log] March 1, 2019

[Morgan]

@Charlet, you were younger, you understood less of the world. You deserve the benefit of compassion. Your mother isn't here to forgive you, I'm afraid, and you must find the strength to forgive yourself.

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

ah, i'm sorry to hear that about dumbo, @Charlet. i get emotional when i hear a particular hymn my mom used to sing.

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

@Invader good call, good call

 

[Jacqueline Hyde]

@Morgan that's beautiful and true

 

[Chase]

I agree, with @Morgan. You deserve your own compassion too, @Charlet.

 

[Invader]

Forgiving oneself is hard. (I also should write down that dream after watching boyhoods end)

 

[Chase]

@Invader, before my wife trapped me, I really did consider going back to Asia and being a buddhist monk. I still think that's in my future after retirement.))

 

[Charlet]

It started a new era for me when she died. I had no friends and I had barely any belongings, I did get what I was craving freedom from a horriable home and I used to crave for a lot of dark stuff. I am still repairing myself after my ordeals

 

[Morgan]

(@Chase she trapped you, did she? I'm sure you meant that lovingly.)

 

[Morgan]

@Charlet, I hope you're prioritizing self-forgiveness as a part of that repair.))

 

[Charlet]

And kawaii stuff lol

 

[Chase]

@Morgan, lovingly. She confessed to setting up how she first met me, and then all three of our 'accidental meetings' there after.))