[Chat Log] March 15, 2019

[Chase]

Did the person know before hand?

 

[Charlet]

Or telling them what to like and what not to like. My ex tried to force me to speak Japanese 24:7. And that’s more abusive bossing than helpful intent

 

[Charlet]

I did tell them they just thought I was making excuses

 

[Chase]

Sounds like the answer to your problems may be independence.

 

[Chase]

But you're in a better place now, right?

 

[Charlet]

yes. No abusive people yelling And beating me up. . Just too quiet

 

[Chase]

The quiet is always nice.

 

[Charlet]

The quiet in my home is kind of madding. As an extrovert it reminds me of how alone i am

 

[Charlet]

I can’t tell reality from fantasy half the time

 

[Chase]

I get you on that point.

 

[Chase]

So what do you do when you're feeling alone, then?

 

[Charlet]

I normally daydream but often something really dark tries to take over. I have ptsd actually